Am I bisexual? This is the question I have been asking myself for the longest time. I grew up wearing dresses, but played with guys. As a child, I have always looked at boys and girls. In my head, I would say, “that girl is cute or that boys is hot.” I knew I liked boys, but I wasn’t sure if I was attracted to girls or not. I would hear other girls say that another girl was cute or hot so I thought my thoughts were normal. However, now as an adult I know my thoughts aren’t normal. I am still certain I am attracted to men and now I am certain I am attracted to females.
When I think of guys I think of my future children. I think of having a family. Those big hands holding my small hands, making sure they are secure in his. When he takes your hand you never want him to let you go. He’s your body guard and your lover. Those strong arms holding you tight is like a solider that is fighting for your world. That deep voice saying I love you every morning and every night is the best. A man’s voice is the sexiest part of his nature. On the other hand, there is a woman. A woman is soft. Can’t get anything sweeter than a woman. When kissing a woman it’s like eating your favorite piece of candy. When she is holding you, you want to melt in her arms. Her sweet scent is the scent of an angel. The sparkle in her eyes bright up the whole world.
These feelings are very common and normal in most young adults. For me, I became curious about females. So I went for it. I had no idea how an involvement with a female would be until I tried it. All I ever knew were males. Females have something to offer that males do not. It is wonderful and amazingly awesome to be with a female. It is easy to fall for the opposite and same gender because in reality, we are all people that are simply looking for someone to love us as much as we love them. Bisexuality is not something to fear or put down. It is just an expression of love, not confusion. It is possible to be attracted to guys and yet, also be attracted to girls.